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The Big Tiddy Goth Girl
Hannah and I went to the pool in my apartment complex. This was my first time dressed as female in public and I was loving my new, feminine tan lines. To keep a long story short, while tanning we were perv'd on and approached by a guy calling himself Mark. He was desperate for our attention and fumb... Read full Story
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Uncle sweet Lover
Uncle Barney called me this morning and wanted me to keep my evening free. He wanted to meet me at the motel with a surprise for me. I was so excited and could hardly wait. I had to decide on something to wear, but when I thought about it, I realized that I wanted to wear something special. He would... Read full Story
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Forbidden Thoughts
My penis is pocket size when soft approximately 3”. On occasion it’s an inch shorter. I very much enjoy my cock when it is soft. Im 5-5.5 inches hard, which is considered average. In my mind Im small when hard but that’s how I want it. If I had the chance I would use a penis pump to lenghten my... Read full Story
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Fantasy
"Cum to my place, I need you ;) xxx" Was the message I recieved from her. Needless to say you do not pass up on an invitation like that so I had a quick shave and a shower, got dressed and headed out to find my 'girl'. When I arrived in her apartment it was pitch black except from the c... Read full Story
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A Fairy Tale Part 1
=-=-Chapter One-=-= "Heather?" My boyfriend was knocking on the bathroom door. "What's wrong, are you okay? Heather?" "Yeah..." I swallowed thickly and that was a mistake. I threw up some more, kneeling on the floor, feeling like I was dying. "Heather?&q... Read full Story
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My Very Own Crossdresser Story
I took her sweet ass from behind, making her cock hard again. Though we already had many crossdresser stories behind us, this night was special because she finally fulfilled my wish: she wore red night gown, looking more like a woman than any woman I’ve met. I almost tore it from her, wishing ... Read full Story
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Pune crossdresser Night Girl
Hi friends, I hope you liked my earlier stories. This is my new story about a lady boy / crossdresser / sissy boy. Around 2 years back I came across a profile on Planet Romeo with name Nightgirl. I sent her message that i found her sexy and attracted to her and wanna meet her. I am alway... Read full Story
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Olderman and mature crossdresser Part 2
We left the park and drove to his house which was very nice.I knew he was wealth when he picked up due to his car was new jag. He fixed me drink and we sat on his couch and kissed and made out an heavy petting.He kissed my neck driveing me nuts as he did I rubbed his cock thru his pants which was ha... Read full Story
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Crossdresser for first time
Hello, first of all excuse my spelling, my first lenguage is not English. I have been a CD since I was 15 years old. I used to wear my sisters dirty clothes in the bathroom. I perfect remember when I cum for first time as a CD using a pair of panties and bra back day. I always check out underware... Read full Story
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Fucking Outside with a Crossdresser
I was on CL the other night checking out ads. I came across one by a CD. He wanted to fuck Bareback outside by the front door of his apartment. It sounded hot, He told me it was dark and no one could see us. I imagined a porch with no neighbors near by. I get there and is a regular house in the subu... Read full Story
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How I began my crossdresser transformation
Here are the usual disclaimers this story is for adults only if you are viewing this and are not 18 years of age or older please close this page immediately. There is no crossdressing in the story but this is how I began my transformation from regular boy into cock sucking teenage crossdresser.... Read full Story
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My first big cock
So I'm deciding to post a story about an experience I had about a year ago. Ill start with a little background about me, I'm a bi crossdresser 22 years old 5'8" 140lbs, newly exploring bottom, very passable crossdresser. And extremely selective. I tried an online dating site ... Read full Story
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The Interview
The Interview By Sabrina G. Langton *** 'A crossdresser goes on an interview in lots of pink, of course she gets the job' 'Author's note, just a quick little story with some really graphic sex, and a little tiny moral. I hope YOU like it.' *** "Okay, sit, sit, let's get started. S... Read full Story
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Crossdresser 1st time!
Hi, im new to this. this happened about 3 years ago now. I had started off the night being at my ex gfs house looking at her sexy underwear thinking how it would feel etc. so, having just started a new job I felt it was time to relax a little while she was out working (from 10pm til 6am). from th... Read full Story
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Good Friends are the Best
This story takes place after I had been crossdressing and watching shemale porn for years. It all started out with me trying to avoid seeing men's cocks while watching porn so I tried lesbian porn and then found shemale fucking girls porn to be crazy sexy. After watching a lot of shemales fuck... Read full Story
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Shool teen crossdresser first time sex
I was just a young boy then, senior in high school, horny as hell and dreaming of my first gay experience since sitting in my new red lace thong and white lacy bra and discovering the one porno in the house everyone kept hiding from me. I guess they thought my s****rs panty drawer held no interest f... Read full Story
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Crossdresser gets dick for first time
I was so tired of just watching porn. So tired of the sissy hypno threads that made me crave men, crave cock, crave being weak, crave being the bitch...only to cum and do nothing about it. But the desire to transition from fantasy to reality was growing stronger and stronger. I decided it was ti... Read full Story
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Nikki's Massive Strap-on
A quick recap in case you haven't read my previous stories. My name is Kacey. I'm 20 years old, white, 5'10" and 150 lbs. I have straight, shoulder length dark brown hair, light brown eyes and a thick, 6" cut cock. My girlfriend is Hannah, who also 20 years old and stands 5'10" weighing in at 140 lb... Read full Story
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Having Fun With Reluctant CD
I was at the office and I guess I must have been a little quiet because I scared my coworker, David in the next cubicle to death, almost. Sometimes I take off my shoes and work in my socks and when I stood behind him and cleared my throat, I wasn't sure if he was going to hit me, shout, sit dumbfoun... Read full Story
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Trying new sexual pleasure
I was 18,when I started to exploring other sexual pleasure,you could say that I had a wild,and kinky side.when ever there was nobody home,I would go in the bathroom,and grab a pair of my sister panties,and would put them on.it felt so good ,as my cock would get totaly hard,I even wet far wearing her... Read full Story
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Ass Whore Laurie, Double Penetrated
Ok, its Friday evening. My C List ad is finally published, "Ass Whore 4 MMM Tops" and waiting....waiting for some horney guys eager to pump up a hot sissy cock whore and willing to be in a group! Lot's of responses (my pics never fail!) but only singles looking for a one on one. So, I... Read full Story
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The war in my mind
"I found that I wake up at night to watch sissy hypnosis. I think I'm addicted and more than I look, the more I become a real cumslut. Everywhere I look, I see guys and I secretly beg to get ass pounded". Started to deal with my sissy around 16-17. At this time I didn't know a... Read full Story
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Fluffy Takes a Walk
It neared dusk at ValueStar Motor Lodge which sat smack dab in the middle of the hood. Inside of Room Twelve, an average height, chubby, brown-skinned femboy repeated the douche. He let out the stream of lukewarm water and turned around to study the toilet as the hip hop music blared in the backgrou... Read full Story
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Butt Sluts
My name is Jimmy James. When I started high school, my parents shipped me out to boarding school to teach me discipline. They were mad because I had always been a disappointment to them. I wasn’t terribly manly and I liked to dress in girls clothes. The more often they caught me dressed like a... Read full Story
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ACROSS THE STREET AND TWO DOORS DOWN by Spanky de Bautumn
Jamie knew he was different. He didn’t fit in with the other boys, but he didn’t feel like he fit in with the girls either, he just knew he was different. He wasn’t into dolls or balls. He was the smallest boy in his class and more than half the girls outweighed him. But the one thing he had going f... Read full Story
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Towel Boi: You're Hired
Kasey Stevens woke up in his new studio apartment. The five-foot-nine, blue-eyed sissy with ash brown hair yawned and stretched before heading into the bathroom. He showered, taking good care to lather his rosy skin with strawberry scented body wash. He shaved his legs and rinsed off. Then, he appli... Read full Story
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Towel Boi: Agreement Signed
Ralph moved the mouse to wake up the computer. He navigated to his legal docs account and downloaded a generic pre-existing relationship agreement. He asked for the spelling of the new hire’s first and last name. “First name K-A-S-E-Y. Last name S-T-E-V-E-N-S.” “Got it,” acknowledged the owner. ... Read full Story
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Towel Boi: Heading to Work
“Goddamn, white boi! You got the best fuckin’ ass,” declared the father of two. His steel manly form perspired as he moved hard into the bottom. “Look at all that butt shake! Twerk it for me, baby boi!” “Yes, sir,” cooed Kasey, gyrating rhythmically. “Hell yeah! It’s like fucking two big ol’ ma... Read full Story
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Girl from Uncle
Tonight, I have to tell it all. It’s no secret that my uncle and I had a very special bond he had been eyeing me with those adventurous eyes from the time that I was 14 years old. And frankly I enjoy his ogling. I could feel my nipples get so hard when he looked through me with those alert and spark... Read full Story
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A Series of Perverse Dreams, Part 2
Three or four days had passed since my torrid alley way dream. Hannah had recently come over to share a few glasses of wine and a steamy fuck session in the shower. She had definitely embraced the ways of edging I had shown her because when she came in my mouth I could barely contain the massive amo... Read full Story
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Police House Call
My heart was beating a mile a minute when I heard the knock on my door. I was hoping that it might be Beau, or Larry, or if I’m lucky it would be Tom Cobb. He asked me to call him Tommy. I had been thinking about him recently. Bo and I had banged the night before, but I was as horny as ever. Larry w... Read full Story
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Big Daddy
BASED ON ACTUAL EVENTS As is the case with most hard drug users, you start off small and end up making your way up. Since I was 15 I had been smoking weed. One of my friends had introduced me to some other drugs like meth or coke a few years later. The weed was still a big influence but it all se... Read full Story
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Be My Bitch
After a long day at work, I get in my car, and look forward to the long drive home. It gives me time to unwind and relax. I try to forget about the hectic office and concentrate on my beautiful girlfriend waiting at home with that warm smile that she greets me with when I get there. However, tod... Read full Story
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From accidental trans porn addiction to a cum filled booty
One night when I was around 30 or so I was watching some porn, nothing unusual for a guy like me, aka a sex addict. Sex addiction is great if you’re Tiger Woods and swimming in poon, but for guys like me - regular, awkward, slightly handsome in a very boyish way, weirdos — it’s not that fun. We... Read full Story
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intimate Cousins
My favorite cousin and first lover, Billy, was just released from prison and I was anxious to see him. I am ecstatic that he is out, and I am thinking about all the past fun we had as I prepare to revisit those good times. Tommy knows all about my relationship with Billy and he understands my need t... Read full Story
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Regina's scary, and sexy Blind Date
I had just finished doing my makeup, finally deciding which blush to use, and I thought I had some time for my meditation. However, Mr. Cobb was early. The gold minidress I wore showed enough legs, ass and tits to make any man horny, and the strappy tanned five-inch sandals, made me feel majestic ... Read full Story
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Sweet Encore
I was alone tonight and feeling just a bit paranoid as I listened to the soft music. The soothing sounds put me in a seductive mood, but It seemed that all my lovers were too busy for me, or they had other plans. Uncle Barney and my detective were probably home being dutiful husbands. Bo was under h... Read full Story
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DANS LES CHAÎNES ⚧️ ⚧️
Certains pensent qu'une lune rouge n'est que le reflet du soleil provoquant la teinte rouge rouille et étrange. Alors que d'autres croient en une signification plus spirituelle derrière la couleur de la roche lunaire éclairant notre ciel nocturne. Ce soir, s'il y avait un moment p... Read full Story
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SOUS LE CONTRÔLE DE MAMAN ⚧️ ⚧️
Jaime se tournait et se retournait dans un sommeil agité, ses yeux fermés et son visage grimaçant alors qu'il luttait avec ses rêves. Normalement, il s'endormirait paisiblement au son d'un podcast bourdonnant, mais pas dernièrement. Bien qu'il ne le sache pas, chaque nuit, sa psyché ... Read full Story
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tiffanylondontv becomes a captive slave prisoner and whored out
I had connected with Master X on a BDSM Fetish contact site. He was the owner of a fetish store and he said that he had been on the BDSM for several years. He had carefully studied my own profile and had seen that I had an immense interest in being used like a slut, being covered head to toe in... Read full Story
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Collette's Property
I've been Collette's lover for four years now and this gorgeous, incredibly kinky woman still continues to amaze me. Our sex life would be unimaginable to most people, even those who live lives embracing BDSM and other fetishes, and it's Collette who makes it happen. Of course everything is a trade ... Read full Story
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Wie sich schlagartig mein Sex Leben änderte... Teil 1
ich war nun schon einige Zeit heimlicher Crossdresser. Nie wurde ich von meiner Freundin erwischt, auch wenn es manchmal wirklich knapp war! Ich hatte ein sicheres Versteck für meine schönen Sachen und meine Sextoys und konnte hin und wieder meine geheime Neigung ausleben wenn sie nicht da war.Trotz... Read full Story
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Escape to Germany
Before I begin this story, I'd like to tell you something about myself. I'm a young (20) crossdresser of Asian and Hispanic heritage. Slim, petite, with white porcelain skin most people immediately notice, and I'm actually quite pretty for someone with a penis. I'm from a family that is quite well-... Read full Story
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Crossdressed Lana - Hannover, Germany
Crossdressed Lana - Hannover, Germany Very Sexy & Compliant Sub-Slut Is Searching For Kinky BDSM Live-Dates At Hannover, Germany!!! I Am Bisexual And Want Men, Woman, Couples And Trans For Outdoor, Swingerclub, Porncinema And Public Sex. I Love To Wear Very Hot & Sexy Clothes Like Lingerie, Stoc... Read full Story
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DE BRO À SISSY ⚧️ ⚧️
Mon ami Magnus et moi nous sommes connus presque toute notre vie. Nous nous sommes rencontrés en pré-maternelle, quand nous vivions à un pâté de maisons et demi l'un de l'autre. Nos familles étaient proches et nous avons grandi côte à côte. Nous nous connaissions depuis si longtemps; nous nous appel... Read full Story
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Denial: First Comes Addiction
Mark ran a website design business from home. His wife Janine was a fairly successful horticulturist specializing in several exotic flower species and selling them to high class florist shops and also did consulting for a successful interior decorating firm. Mark was nothing special to look at, t... Read full Story
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It Started by Waxing and Ended Up Something Else
The Best sex I ever had? With a 29 year old female about 7 years ago, (2017) Her alleged name was Ashlee, How did I know her? For about 3 years I was paying for a total body etc. professional waxing, with Karen who had a business in Lincoln. People have not lived until they have gone through... Read full Story
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Chastity and its effects
I actually thought of writing this for some time now, this quasi-scientific testimonial and reflection about chastity. Now, I finally had some time to reflect, gather and compare info and experimentation from personal experience about the topic. More specifically, the effects it has on the mind and ... Read full Story
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Latex succubus
The lights of the city obscured the supposedly brilliant starlight in the night sky, leaving only dim and scattered scattered stars adorning the gloomy night sky half-covered by dark clouds, and the crescent-like crescent moon guarding it in the distance makes the night seem less empty Lonely. Mayb... Read full Story
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Hung Trans Lesbians Fuck Two Ladyboys
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Becoming My Roomate's Wife
Him becoming my master started a year ago when we moved in as roommates – we are both in our mid 20's and had relationships break up at the same time (we were sharing apartments with our girl friends at the time). We have known each other for more than a decade and have no secrets from each ot... Read full Story
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A Perfect Pandemic: A Transsexual Transition in a Troubled Time
A Perfect Pandemic A Transsexual Transition in a Troubled Time A Novelette by Alexandra Rios Text Copyright Reserved © August, 2021 Dedication Transgender Day of Remembrance is a solemn occasion. I am offering “A Perfect Pandemic” for free as an antidote to the fear, phobia, discrimination, d... Read full Story
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Transvestite in trouble - the internet porn quee
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An Appreciation Part 1
Andrea Dworkin has long opposed pornography. She has also rejected erotica. This essay is a refutation of Dworkin's position. Allow me to begin with a quote from a SilkyOne Literotica story, "Silky 09.' Someone tells Silky (the eponymous heroine of the Silky Series) that she is Gorgeous. ... Read full Story
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A Night to Remember
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Sissy Training
This is a true story, looking back it is hard to believe it actually happened, but it did. I was working for the government in DC and living in Maryland and my fiancé was up near Cape Cod. Just about every weekend she’d fly down or I’d fly up to spend the weekend together. We&r... Read full Story
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