Alex

All that night I questioned my own sexuality. I didn't feel gay, I have never thought of another guy in that way before. I tried as hard as I could to get all those thoughts out of my head, I tried to promise myself I won't let myself think of Alex that way again.

--------CHAPTER 3, CONFESSION------------------

Three weeks had already gone by since he showed up at my door that cold night. He had now long collected all of his things. I wish I could say how the room looked, but he never let me in. So many times I wanted to play the owner of the house card to let myself in, but I decided to respect his privacy.

This day started out fairly well, when I arrived at work I was informed the schedule was made wrong and too many people showed up today, so I got the day off. I headed home quickly, anticipating my relaxing afternoon.
When I arrived I noticed Alex's shoes were gone. I thought for a second where he could have gone, but then I remembered he said he was going to look for work this week. I assumed that where he must of been now.

As I was getting comfortable and ready to relax I noticed Alex's door was slightly open. "Do I dare look inside?" I asked myself. I didn't want to invade his privacy but I guess my curiosity got the better of me. I slowly pushed open his door, opening it wide.

His room was as I imagined it, feminine. His bed was covered in light blue silky sheets and was decorated with stuffed animals. I looked over at the desk wedged in the corner, a pile of drawings covered the surface.

The drawings looked very professional and amazing, I knew he had talent but these were fantastic. Most of the drawings were of people, some men, some women. I didn't recognize any of them. This is, until I came across a certain drawing.

It was a man holding a women in his arms, both locked in a passionate kiss. I studied the two people and noticed the man looked an awful like me. I wondered if it was just my ego that thought that, but the more I looked the more I agreed with myself that the person looked exactly like me.