Alex

She pushed her body against mine, I could feel her nipples poking into my chest through the silky fabric of her babydoll. She pushed me back onto the bed while still pressing up against me, we continued our kiss as she lay on top of me.

"Ryan? Are you awake?" she asked me suddenly. I stared at her with a puzzled look. Of course I'm awake, and she sees that!

"Are you okay?" It almost seemed like reality shifted right before me as opened my eyes to see a dark room barely illuminated by an open door. Was I asleep? Was that really all just a dream?

I sat up in a daze, still confused on what's real or not. Alexis poked her head in the room, her eyes locked onto me.

"You still alive in here?" she asked playfully, giving me a soft smile.

"Uh, yeah..." I replied, still half sleep.

"Well you've been asleep for a few hours now, you gonna get up soon?" A few hours? What time is it? I looked over at the clock, it was already 4PM!

"Yeah, I'll be up in a little bit" I told her, stretching my arms out wide.

"Good. I'd be a shame if you spent the whole day in bed!" she joked, she gave me another warm smile. God damn, every time she smiled it was like I was hit with a warm wave of sunshine. She withdrew her head from the room, leaving me alone once more.

Like many times before, I sat there feeling disgusted with myself, how could I have such a fantasy like that? I couldn't wait until tomorrow to find a girl, I had to do it today. I have to get Alexis out of my mind before I do something I'll regret.