April Fools!!

Ever since I was 16 and first found out that I could have a huge orgasm if
I pumped something up my ass while I played with myself. I had fantasized
about having sex with men. It only made sense that if it felt good to use a
cucumber in my ass, it would feel good to have a real cock in
there...............................................................

My fantasies progressed quickly once I found out that I could pump a
cucumber into my ass and have an orgasm without even touching my cock. I
wasn't comfortable with the thought of having gay sex with men, but sex
with a shemale seemed fine. They looked smelled and felt like women so it
wasn't really gay to suck their cocks and let them fuck me. The thought of
it was a huge turn on.

The instant I went to college, I got a dildo and would privately practice
sucking it, deep throating it and of course, fucking myself raw with
it. Since shemales were so hard to find, I began to wonder what it would be
like to be the shemale and go out in public to suck cock and be a proper
slut. I would think about it constantly and I always got hard.

Then when we got out of college, I moved in with my girlfriend, got rid of
my dildos and lived a 'normal' life. The thought of having sex with men as
a woman was always at the front of my mind. Like most guys, I would be
having sex with my girlfriend while I fantasized about something else. I
wasn't fantasizing about other girls though. I fantasized about what it
would be like to be her. I would picture myself in her place. On my back
with my legs spread while a guy laid on top of me and fucked me
senseless. It was usually such a turn on that I would get off in no time.

Then, about a year and a half ago, I started cross dressing. It started
innocently enough. I would grab a pair of her dirty panties, put them on
and look at myself in the mirror, masturbate and throw the panties back in
the laundry pile. It wasn't long before I was wearing panties to work under
my suit. I still wasn't dressing as a woman because my hairy legs and shit
made it look funny.