Trying It On For Size

I went to bed early Saturday evening, knowing I would need the rest and that I would have to get up early. Even with the Ambien, I had trouble sleeping; my mind an almost frenzied kaleidoscope of sexual and BDSM thoughts that were half-awake fantasy images and dreams merged to form its own odd reality. My sleep was made even more difficult by my prior decision to refrain from masturbation for four days. From past experience with my Domme, I knew doing this would create a state of nerve twitching sexual tension within me that not only would heighten the pleasure of the experience but also would make me very obedient and compliant.

Sunday morning finally arrived, the alarm going off at 5:30 A.M. I awoke immediately, alert, nervous but incredibly excited. I gulped down an energy drink - a combination of caffeine, sugar, ginseng and various other herbs. The effect was almost immediate on an empty stomach, especially since I had refrained from eating solid food the previous day. I felt a warm glow, a kind of buzz envelope my entire body, revving up every system.

It took me four hours to complete my cleansing procedure; one I had developed through trial and error before my many previous Domme visits. I found that a series of small, salt water enemas worked best for me. I began with half a dozen 3 - 4 cup infusions in various positions to reach every corner of my lower tract. Then waited an hour and a half, walking around, taking care of various chores, assembling and packing the toys and gear I wanted to bring, preparing the gift envelope and laying out my clothes.

After an hour and a half of this activity, I felt the "second wave" of bowel contents drain and build. This is the enema fluid and lower colon contents that get trapped in the initial enema series and simply take time and movement to fully drain. Once that is emptied out, I then use a series of small infusions, 1-2 cups of warm salt water to fully rinse the rectum and lower bowel until it is completely clean.