Trapped Between Her Legs

I know I’m forbidden to think ill of her, I know you’ve altered my brain chemistry to make me feel unconditional love for my mistress, I know she’s a good and beautiful woman, I know I worship her…

But, all the same, couldn’t you have picked someone a little more… chaste?

The female you… That’s what you called her. A girl with supermodel looks and a good job, who travels around the world, screwing for fun. Who barely spends a night alone without a man by her side and, when she does, likes to play around with a dildo to help her relax.

I didn’t know then that you’d make it someone I knew.

And I didn’t know you’d alter her mind to make her into this… this monster.

How can any woman have this much sex? I’ve been rubbed and fondled and penetrated more times than I can remember.

I’ve had fingers slipped inside me. I’ve had tongues flicked across my surface, plunged deep into my hole. I’ve had cocks squirt inside me, onto me; their fluid getting stuck in my tiny patch of pubic hair.

I’ve looked up in horror as my mistress’s legs spread wide, and a muscular black man loomed up over me, his eyes fixed on my dripping mound, a cocky grin on his face.

I’ve peeked out from beneath cocktail dresses in nightclub toilets as my mistress slips her panties off and heads back out onto the dance floor, her high-heeled feet wobbling away so, so far below as she looks for a man who might be willing to slip his hand up here.

I’ve watched in faint disgust from an upside-down position as my mistress gets down on all fours, moaning softly, while another woman fastens a big, pink dildo around her waist, an evil little look in her eyes.

All of this horror, this misery has been mine to suffer. All the shavings and pluckings and waxings that have left me feeling ashamed and emasculated and miserable. All the times I’ve been tucked away inside a lacy pair of panties on a hot day, left to wallow in my own stink and sweat – that miserable, musty smell of pussy.

And, please, don’t even get me started on the periods.