The Search. . for Mariana Cordoba - Info from last 36hrs. . .

That is why I restricted myself to just a few glasses of water for a day, a cup of coffee in the morning and herb tea in the evening. No meal at all was on my menu for three days and I crashed. My therapist forbade me dieting at all and recommended me some sport activity… but you know I can not do any physical exercising as my muscles fast responding to the excessive loads and start immensely growing and thus turning my body male-like… You know I hate being manlike! That is why dieting is the best solution for me!
I did not keep to the advice of my therapist and thus continued my diet… it was really hard but I knew that the result was worth this suffering. The fifth day of the diet was the hardest for me as my condition got too bad and I was raving about some meal! I got even more nervous, it was a real nervous collapse, I worked my hunger and frustration on my friends and colleagues, I broke up with my best photographer who excellently understood and felt my nature and inner world.
After a week of severe dieting I could not even get up in the morning as I lost interest to everything. It seemed that even some meal could not inspire me. I realized that I should stop. I thought of the best thing in the world that can give the best charge of positive emotions. Of course you will think about sex but I mean just ice cream!
I had some in my fridge and I just rushed to the kitchen and indulge in every moment and every piece of ice cream I put to my mouth. It turned to real fetish as I put the ice cream on my plump lips, enjoyed the way it melted on my tongue cooling my mouth! Marvelous! Delicious, yummy and so inspiring! It could be compared just to a bit of masturbation after a period of moderation! Here are some pics of me and my anti-depression ice cream therapy! "

- When you get to the point where you cannot even GET UP out of bed in the morning, then THAT is SERIOUS, THAT is Anorexia Nervosa in the Beginning Stages and can get much worse which it Obviously Did by some of these photos and vids that would be her AFTER about 2013/14 thereabouts FOR SURE. It is Pointless to look at the Upload Dates for all her stuff, because much of it may have been Uploaded in 2015/16 thereabouts, but they are Photoshoots and Vids from when she Much Younger, yes...