The Making of Erica - Sperm Loving Crossdresser

I purchased an inflatable “woman” and, while dressed my self, would fuck this submissive doll. I tried to have oral sex, or to kiss her mouth, after I had filled one of those openings with my sperm, but again, the drop of my post-orgasm passions just didn’t allow me to do so.

I wanted a cock in my mouth.

Love of my Life
I later dated and was remarried, and remain so now.

In the beginning, she wore the sexy outfits I would buy for her. She looked great: slender, petite, narrow hips, nice butt, small perky breasts! When we were dating, and she was still married, we fucked in her house one afternoon after I returned from a business trip. Her husband was at work and we ripped each other’s clothes off and had sex on the floor of their family room. I got carpet burns on my knees, but it was exciting thinking about doing another man’s wife in their on house! When she finally moved out on her now ex-husband, we has had sex in her new apartment (I remember the red outfit she wore for me one morning), or in my townhouse. It was always straight sex, although she allowed me to go down on her and she definitely enjoyed that!

After we were married, our life, and sex, shifted into a more normal, comfortable mode.

Sometimes I would go through her things, wear her panties, cum in the soft cotton crotches and then wash out my sperm stain. I particularly enjoyed cumming in the off-white string bikini panties that she had worn on our wedding day. It was dangerous to dress at home, with my wife and numerous children around, but I enjoyed the thrill.

I frequently looked at porn and fantasized about what it must be like to be a woman, at least sexually. I wanted to be a woman badly and my dressing helped me deal with it. I was lucky that I never got caught either dressed, masturbating or going through her lingerie drawer!

I liked to look at websites that showed a woman sucking a man’s cock, particularly when he would cum in her face. I learned that this was called a “facial”. I fantasized about being a woman, on my knees, sucking cock…better yet, cocks!