Story of my first cock

Story of my first cock? Wow! That is such an interesting story, I would say it started everything...
I've been crossdressing since I have a memory, well, that is a lie, since my sexual awakening. I started crossdressing because I love and adore women so much I want to look like them, but dick, aaaah I don't even want to see any cock, I couldn't even draw one!.
Well that settles the argument, I'm sure many girls like me had a similar beginning, but look, but not because it typically becomes untrue.
Well on my 26s, I was doing a night of make up and dressing, nothing out of the ordinary for a Saturday night of myself, yes I know at that age I should be having fun, and drinking with my friends!, well I was drinking, alone, and crossdressing at home, and that was good for me.
I was a bit tipsy that night, well let's be honest..., drunk!, and you know that when I'm drunk I'm also hungry... so I wanted to order some food, but I was dressed... aaargh, I wanted to clean up myself first, but I could see in the app an option to get the order not for now but for later, so I went for it, put one hours later, so I'd have time enough to look like a boy.
Ahem, as it was one hour I see that I had time for my sexual needs too, but also happens that when I'm drunk I don't really can tell the time..., also most probably the one one later option didn't work either..., so don't remember if it was 15 mins, or 30 mins... but the doorbell rang!!! I'm in panic mode! It took me an eternity to decide if I would open or not in that look.
I decided to open the door, I thought its not big deal, you are at your place, you don't know the person, you don't need to go out, the food is payed, and fuck, I was hungry!. So I opened the door, very little, and I saw the guy, he was for once, not wearing a helmet, for once! bothering to remove the bloody helmet!
I can't remember why... but we started talking, and also inside my flat, as I guess I didn't want anyone to see me in the hallway. Obviously we start talking about the obvious, crossdressing, if I dress often, if I like men, if bla bla bla. I said obviously I'm not into men at all, that picture of dick makes me vomit, etc.