Medicine of Magic

“Yes.”

“You are certain that you want to change your way of living.everything?”

“Up to a point, Robin. Hey, let’s order before I starve, okay?”

We ordered and I sneaked close looks at Robin as we chatted about less important things for a few moments. She was as female looking as she could be, yet I wondered. I think she caught that, somehow.

Robin cleared that matter up for me after the waiter had put down two salads and departed for the entrées. I was too interested in what Robin had to say than I was in the number of plates.

“I don’t wish to fool you, Mick. I’m one kind of transsexual. I haven’t gone all the way, but I have contemplated it.”

“You certainly carry off the deception very well, Robin.”

“I’m not deceiving anyone, Mick. Anyone who is alert to the nuances knows when he.or she.sees one of us, and can tell that’s what I am. If I’d been standing when we met, you’d have known, I’m sure.”

“Oh? You’re quite tall, then?”

“I’m five eight, Mick.but I’ve a short torso, so I am very female when I’m sitting down. Now, if I were still male I’d be gay, you don’t have to worry, but I.and I suppose others like me.with our female hormones, breast enhancements and nice wide hips.we’re females in all but baby making. You’ll meet some.if you still want to take me out tonight.who are simply into breast enhancement, maybe hip enhancement, seldom castration or penis excision, things like that. They’re still admittedly gay, they don t want to be entirely female. They believe it would lose them their sexual drive, you see. Now, we females.don’t smile at my self-description, it’s a true one.that’s how we see ourselves.and so will you if you decide to go this route.have mostly had ourselves castrated after taking a lot of female hormones, so we don’t have two minds about what.or who.we are. I have all the drive I need. Some of us even contemplate.lesbian relationships. Understand?”