Lola - chapter one

She sat down next to me on the couch and pulled her feet up under her.
- You…Johan...
- Yes?
- I am ashamed.

We sat in silence for a while.
- I didn't know you were transgender at first. Actually, no idea. I mean, you're very pretty…very feminine and all.
- That’s kind of my thing.
- But I'm also a little ashamed
- Why?

I didn't know where to start.

- I already knew you are trans then….the other day.
She didn't answer.
- Like this: I watched your little videos on the laptop. You hadn't logged out when I got home.
She still said nothing.
- So I looked. And got excited - to my surprise.
- What did you do?
- Just like you. In my bed. I watched the videos again.
- Masturbating?
I nodded. Thought it over.

- Does it bother you that I'm trans?
- No, it doesn't bother me.
- Does it bother you that I masturbate?
- No…of course not! Everyone does
- But you'd rather not see it?
- Yes… or not really… I got such a great excitement… absolutely crazy… I've never seen anything like it before.

She slipped her hand under the nightgown. A small movement. She looked me in the eyes.
- I like to be looked at.
- .. hmm
- I’m probably an exhibitionist.
- And I'm a voyeur apparently
- Hahaha…then we fit well together. She smiled at me.

Lola pulled the nightgown up over the amazing breasts. Round and pointed, with light brown hard nipples.
- Look here..
She slowly jerked her hard cock. She had a magnificent hardon. I felt my pants tighten.

- I do the videos for my own sake. I get turned on by seeing myself come. I am an exhibitionist, but also a voyeur.
- hmm... i see. Maybe...or not at all
- Don’t want to bring yours out?
I was embarrassed.
- You’re welcome to do it... we can jerk off together... It might ease the tension in the house.
- Uh…Another time maybe..
- I look forward to it.
- But you should know that I have nothing against you… against you being trans..
- That I show it openly?
- That too. Make yourself at home.

We had cleared the air, but I must admit it was with mixed feelings that I watched her make herself at home.