JUST.... MY EVERYDAY FANTASY

No one knows of this. My dirty secret.... I get so hard always thinking about the next time I can get away and escape, put something on, smoke some pot, get fucked up and just get dirty.

Always starts out me planning... finding a new toy, something new. I've tried many different things, you know if the mood is right. I've tried electro shock (anal and shaft), many different sizes (prefer the challenge) i love lingerie shopping planning out a new wig. Oh I get off so much, like a drug addict getting the score. I also love enjoying as well.

Always look for the excuse to be out late, or crash at a friends house, always playing it safe. I like to rent a hotel. Have a couple. One has porn I love to turn on right away. I shower, shave all of myself, i love to be smooth when I abuse myself. the feel of fresh shaved skin anywhere on your body. ohhhhhh....I clean out my ass with a douche. I love the feeling of the warmth of the water stretching my insides. Make sure I am open for business. I bring pot and smoke. Drink some whiskey get buzzed. Bring some air cans get really fucked up. I start talking dirty and in high pitch voices. Something comes over me. I love it, scared of it on occasions, but bend to it's wants and needs when it gets uncontrollable..

I like to put cock rings on and make balls and shaft throb. I haven't gotten fully into my eurethra, but love to stick my finger in the top. I love being dirty and goin against the norm. I would be up for fucking anything!!!!

after the shower, I love putting on my new make up and transforming me.... i get off becoming this dirty secret. Each time it's a different sensation of being so secretive and dirty. such a rush. Always new lingerie. It can't always be the same thing. I love to dress up in as much dirty outfits as possible. i love tight form fitting outfits. I love to wear crotchless and imagine what it would be like to have a real pussy. I would fuck that thing all the god damn time.

By this point, I have already put a anal pump in my ass and have given it at least 20 pumps. Think like a nice big fist...