How I learned the pleasures of anal

So I sat there with him still inside me for a few seconds as he caught his breath. I slowly pulled him out of me and, holy crap, it hurt a lot. I was sore and my ass felt like it was burning hot. I felt a little unsure and a bit of regret at the time, so I was trying to make a swift exit. I got what I wanted and so I was ready to leave. I started to take off the nighty, my thong was pulled off earlier before I climbed on him, and was going to take off the bra, when he told me that I didn’t have to take it off and could wear it home if I wanted so I could have it on already when we played the next time. I recall thinking, “next time? What next time? I got what I wanted and didn’t think I’d see him again.” I smiled anyway and just said sure (halfheartedly though).

As I bent over to put the thong on, I felt something warm slowly drip out of me, and when I looked down it was white, I realized it was his cum from inside me. It ran down my leg and I just wiped it with my hand and proceeded to put my boy clothes over the lingerie I was wearing. It made me feel kind of dirty at the time and so I felt a bit of regret as my face turned red thinking about what had just happened. He noticed my panic and so just remained on the bed and told me to show myself out.

I made it home a few min later and went directly to my bedroom. I immediately pulled off the girl clothes and hid them under my mattress still feeling a little ashamed. Not more than 30 minutes later though, I started to get sexual aroused again and I know it was because what I had just done was still swarming in my head. The thinking about moved from regret of what it meant and why I did it till rationalizing that it didn’t really matter, only what I thought mattered and so I eventually stopped feeling bad and it started making me recall how intensely erotic it was and how much I enjoyed it.

A little bit of his cum was still in me and I could feel it slowly dripping out, and as that last little drop slid out, I decided I needed to take care of myself again.