Discovering Amber Chapter 3

I flipped a couple pages to see that same sissy bent over a couch with the well hung man behind her fucking her from behind. It was impossible to deny how my cock tingled inside my thong.

"I can tell you are getting excited by that," Ms whispered in my ear, "there's no denying it is there?"

"No Ms." I whispered back.

She picked up a number of other magazines including one on forced feminization and another on strapon sex. I couldn't wait to look through them and see what the possibilities were. It was an amazing thing to see such high resolution pictures of what I so desperately wanted. I had never considered myself gay and the idea of being with a man as a man was still disgusting to me but somehow my body was excited by the idea of a sissy being fucked by a man.

"I called earlier," Ms said to the gentleman behind the counter, "there should be a package for Amber."

It dawned on me that while I had been lost in my little dream state Ms had guided me up to the counter! How could I not have realized we were even walking? I put the magazines down on the counter and tried not to make eye contact with the gentleman behind the counter. He was more fat than muscle and not very attractive.

"Here you go." He said gruffly. "Just that and the magazines?"

"No," Ms said with a very relaxed tone, "she needs seven of those 7" suction cup base dildos, two of the 8" realistic looking ones, one of the blue big suction cup base ones and the four pack of butt plugs."

My mouth hung wide open at the shopping list Ms had just rattled off. What was I going to do with 4 butt plugs and 10 dildos!?!?!?! She simply patted my hand and pulled out my credit card. The guy didn't bat an eye at the name Robert on the card and rang it up along with the magazines. He placed all the new toys and reading material in two paper bags and sent us on our way. Ms led me back to the car and put the two bags in the trunk.