Camming down the rabbit hole Ch4

I filled my basket with blushers, bronzers, eyeshadow, a handful of lipsticks and matching nail polishes. And then I found the display containing all the fake addons, they had nails, false eye lashes, lip plumping gloss, facemasks, the works. I didn’t really know what most of them were but thought I might as well make the most of my trip and take a selection to experiment with, including some hair dye, after all my favourite cam girl always had brightly coloured streaks which I loved, and I wondered what they would look like on me.

I left the Isle with a basket already over half full and walked over to the sports section I had seen earlier. I found the sports bras, vests and leggings, shorts and a few other things to make my running more comfortable. A selection of colours and styles thrown into my basket and I set off to grab a few other food items and bits and pieces for the flat that I had run out of.

At the till a cute checkout girl started to scan my shopping, I say cute, I couldn’t make out much of her face behind her mask, but the way she had her hair and nail polish done ticked a lot of my boxes. As she scanned the items I bought for running she commented on how nice they were and a sudden wave of panic washed over me. I could have bought men’s clothes, they even had anti chafing tape. DAMNIT!

I would feel stupid taking them back now, I resolved I would return them at a later date, hopefully when she wasn’t working and would recognise me. The rest of the items scanned and paid for, I loaded up my bags and left the shop.

The walk my mind constantly questioned why I bought girls running clothes, I didn’t need to and I should be trying to maintain some semblance of my maleness. Especially if the camming doesn’t work out or I end up being able to keep my job.

I arrived home and unpacked all my groceries as well as the other items. Looking at the makeup selection I was excited to try them out and see how I could improve. And with the sports clothes there on the bed I wondered if they would be comfortable to exercise in, I guess I could try on one set and see.