Be carefull what you wish for (pt.1)

This is the story how my life got turned around completly and i became a broken sissy fucktoy.

I was 19 years old and just finished my second semester of university. I studied in my hometown vienna (europe) and still lived with my parents. I was a pretty average young man except for my one big secret. I was a closet sissy crossdresser. it all startet a few years earlier when i somehow discovered sissy captions on tumblr. soon i was only jerking of to sissy captions and than one day when i was alone at home i put on my moms panties and took fotos with them. long story short i crossdressed ever since. even though i dressed as a girl at home and jerked out to sissy captions and cocks i still considered myself straight. i never had sex with a man neither did i ever think i would go through with it. i had a few profiles in different gay chatrooms craving for the male attention but everytime someone of them wanted to actually meet i had some kind of excuse why i couldnt or even if was super horny and set up a meeting i got cold feet and didn’t show up. also i only was interested in man when j was like super horny, everything i finished jerking of i felt totally embarassed for what i just did and i hate myself. I promised myself to never crossdress again just to do it again in 2 weeks.

So one day i was horny again laying in my bed i loged in, in a gaychatroom for locals and was hoping for a sexy chat with a guy. there weren’t many good chats though. most of the guys who wrote me wanted me to dress up for them but that wasn’t an option since my parents were at home. when i was just about to log off a got a new notification in my inbox. his username was bitchmaker. he didn’t had a profilpic and his bio just read “57 old master form vienna “. i dont know exactly what his first text were but i know that too my suprise he wasn’t asking for nudes or trying to sext. he was asking about my situation and since when i was a sissy etc. I told him everything and that ive never met with a man or been dressed outside of my home.