Amber

The summer after high school I moved into this cheap hotel downtown.
I'd been working in the mailroom for a large company, and really
needed to get my own place, but I didn't have much money. I also
wanted to have more time to play dress up. It was an old building that
had seen better days. I had one large room, with a small bathroom, and
a tiny kitchen. It was the cheapest one they had. After work I'd dress
up and watch tv, then sleep in my little black nitey. A couple weeks
after I started living downtown, I ordered a vibrator in the mail, it
quickly became my favorite toy. By the beginning of summer I had
fallen into a steady routine of coming home from work, dressing up,
having something to eat, then masterbating myself to sleep. I went
through a lot of batteries, falling asleep with the vibe buried in my
virgin sissyhole. I had also got a few really sexy outfits, and a
great pair of clunky heels.

I became a little daring after awhile, there was a trash room down the
hall. I started to take out the trash dressed up. I'd leave my door
open, then dart down the hall and back. It probably didn't take more
then two minutes, but it really got my heart beating. One night I was
coming out of the trash room, I was startled to see an older black
man, about 30 standing in an open doorway. I froze the minute I saw
him. He smiled and asked if I wanted to come inside and smoke a joint.
Startled, I mumbled "no not now," and fled back to my room. I heard
him say "stop by sometime cutie, just knock." My heart was pounding
when I made it back to my room. I sat down, wondering what to do. Did
he know I wasn't a real girl? Did he want sex? Should I give him sex?
Would I want to suck him? Fuck him? Should I go back? What if I got
raped? What if he and a bunch of his friends raped me? I couldn't
sleep a wink all night. I was a mess the next day at work, wondering
what I should do. The more I thought about it, the more tempting it
became. After all the hotel was on the seedy side, there were a number
of residents that looked kind of shady. Pretty much everyone seemed to
mind their own business.