I discovered I like to be penetrate in April of 2016 (according to my buying history, first anal massager), that was I read an article about sex toys review from a male perspective where pocket pussy, prostate massager and butt plug are reviewed together. I decided I also give anal a try, after that I was deep into it.
Fast forward to recently (January 2021, new decade), after so many hinting of me behave like a "girl", wear panties, use liner & pad, wear leotard underneath, putting on sport bra, and most importantly love receiving in sex, I deep throat my largest dildo right after riding it hard, I accepted I am a sissy. It is more than just /r/cumfromanal or prorgasm (/r/prostateplay), I am not transgender (yet, maybe), I still try to maintain a male and masculine during the day and only exposed my feminized side when the room door is closed and behind monitor, I consider myself as feminized non-binary or gender fluid, basically 2-in-1. I still have long journey to go, and I need to give up a lot of thing to fully committed into this feminized lifestyle and wish I can have a same minded lifelong partner to share with.
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**Body Anatomy Transition**
*partially my fantasies*
My **Clitoris** ~~penis~~ is easily aroused and may erect if not contained properly with chastity device, but I can assured it no longer call ~~penis~~, it is my womanhood, known as clitoris and highly sensitive clitoris hood ~~foreskin~~. It will erect and enlarge significantly when aroused, that is for easy usage for myself or other. It was the only source of orgasm before my transition, I have had fun time with it, now it is part of the womanhood. It is capable of squirting several kind of delicious love juice like pee, pre-cum, sperm filled semen. One small annoyance after this transition is it could involuntarily discharge clear pre-cum and sometime few thicker milky discharge that could be the remnant semen from last sex session when aroused, I do admit it create a subtle scent that smell really great and could brighten up my mood, but it do make a white stain on my pretty panty and potential user of my clit might not like it.
