Why does cock look so good on a girl ? Pt.3

Well, I didn't see that one coming. If you've read pt 2 of my story, You'll know what I'm talking about. Avoiding sexual thoughts was what I had been doing to deal with the loss. Including her in my thoughts that were about the TS girl I was sexualy drawn to, was completely inappropriate and disrespecting her memory. The thing is, it was so easy imagine it working for us. Things that happened with our sex life were coming into play. When it came to sexual fulfillment regarding each other, there was very little that we wouldn't be willing to do without any hang-ups about it. We were just totally compatible and resulted in the best sex I'd ever had before. We shared extremely intimate secrets that normally wouldn't ever be expressed to anyone outloud. Outrageous thoughts that creep into our head when we are aroused and full of lust. I was having them about the TS girl that made my cock throb, but wouldn't ever admit it. Everything started to fit as to why it easily worked. When asked if I was wanting a three-some with another girl I said, of course I would. But didn't want the complications that come with it. She assured me she would make it happen. I asked her if she would want the same thing for her. She hesitated, and then said that she'd rather have another girl instead of 2 guys. The FFM was desirable for her as well, but she had a particular interest in it being a submissive very feminine and pretty girl that she could dominate. I had no problem with that! It sounded very hot to me. She wanted to fuck her silly with a strap on and make the girl her bitch. I could have whatever I'd want 2 women to do for my pleasure but request it through her allowing her to command her bitch to do. I loved that she enjoyed wearing or dressing up any way I asked. In her previous marriage she was under her husband's thumb and never allowed to dress provocative including high heels. We had a chest full of slutty attire she was happy to wear. She once asked me when I was getting dressed for her..