Why does cock look so good on a girl ? P.2

The gorgeous little honey I considered "The Perfect Woman" having every feature I find most desirable, pulls out a cock!!!!! WTF????
I was agitated as hell with almost having my orgasm ruined. My only consolation was that it was quite the contrary, it was awesome and by the time she showed her cock I was already there. Lol
Her name is Eduarda Rodriguez, she also go by Ts Candice. She is wearing a black corset and panties in front of a bathroom mirror doing a masterbation selfie clip. In my defense, she is totally feminine and without a doubt, a GIRL.....
Except for the cock. I'm going to give you a little more insight on my situation and how it's played an integral part of my true experience and what brought me here where I find myself
I have a little routine with the masterbation activity that have periodically depending on the need to do so. I'd been a widower for almost 3 years when this happened with the girl with a dick. My late wife was in a fatal accident and so sudden that I just didn't want to think about it and buried my self in work. Especially about sex....the sex was exceptional!!!!
We had both been previously married and didn't share the same views concerning sex and unrealistic expectations of the spouse image and conduct. BORING!!!! Fuck that. No dirty behavior, not even in private.
Together, sexualy and emotionally, we blossomed. Fucking sex was awesome!!! Ok,back to.my story. I hadn't had sex in almost 3 years and avoided even thinking about it because it made me think of her and really fucked with my head. So, that brings us back to the porn sites and jerking off when I just couldn't suppress the need. We had a big trunk in our closet where we kept our favorite things we liked and used for fucking. A few toys, dildos, clothes for both of us but mostly for her. Slutty attire she had never been to even think about buying. High heels, corsets, hosiery and many other things that she enjoyed wearing and looked fucking great in. She had the body for it. I would go through our things when I finally got ok with it. I felt she would encourage me to get on with my life and get some pussy without feeling guilty about it. Jerking off to girls with a cock would have surprised her and embarrassed me.