Whores and Pimps - Part I

Eventually he summoned up enough courage to acquire some clothes, makeup, shoes and a couple of wigs. He would buy the items whilst he was away on business; never in his home town; he was terrified of being caught. And so Malcolm went on year after year, dressing up once or twice a week, home alone and surfing the net where he entered chatrooms to chat on line with other closet crossdressers about all sorts of TG issues. He soon discovered that the world of the Transgendered was often confusing and mostly secretive. A few of the girls he chatted with on line were Transsexuals and wanted to live their lives as women. Some Crossdressers dressed so well that they could pass as women but were not at all interested in becoming women; they just loved to dress as women and sometimes they got together. They called themselves Transvestites and some of them met up to share their experiences or just to be in each other's company; some of them belonged to an organisation called the Seahorse Club. Other Transvestites met up to have sex with each other or with men. He discovered that the men who liked to have sex with Transvestites were called Admirers and they trolled the chatrooms and websites looking to arrange meetings. But most of his online friends were like him; for reasons many and varied, all they wanted to do, or most often all they could do, was to dress up at home and enjoy what they could of their fetish, alone or in the cold world of cyberspace. A lot of them were married men who kept their crossdressing activities secret or 'in the closet' as the colloquial term was known.

Yes it was a very exciting but confusing world out there in TG land and up until now Malcolm was content with his lot; he never dreamed of going out dressed as a woman and even though he sometimes fantasised about meeting other Crossdressers or Admirers he was too scared to do so. Malcolm was just too terrified of being caught; he was horrified of what the consequences might be if his colleagues and friends; or even worse his if his family found out about his secret. A couple of times he had summoned up the courage to wear pantyhose and panties to work under his male attire and even though it had thrilled him he had one bad incident which had scared him from ever doing that ever again.