After that, i started to occasionally buy other types of stockings and pantyhose, and panties to see how they feel and experiment to see what works and what doesn't. As sequential times were less and less stressful to buy the things. Even started to order some things on-line and one thing very quickly led to another...
Not much time would pass that i had an urge to try to see if my butt was feeling lonely so my masturbation slowly changed (a story for another time). I was then secretly buying skirts, tights, tight turtlenecks, high heels (a fun story for another time), and a wig and makeup. That in the end i had to have special boxes for my femme stuff and a suitcase(with padlocks) just so it could all fit. So there i was at the time, a pretty chill dude, that had a secret suitcase of woman's clothes.
In my next post i will probably cover something that also played an important role in all this that i barely mentioned, and that is the porn i watched and my eventual discovery of the phenomenon called "Sissy".
p.s. - Now that i had time to recollect and organize my thoughts, and fondly reminiscing of the innocent past, i think this could actually be fun for me to document it in this way. I hope you liked it and you can look forward to more diving down the rabbit hole pretty soon ;)
kiss, Dora
