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Starcrossed Sleepover

I never was one to push my sexuality upon others... I have always felt.... unrequired in that area. so much so, that I lack the ability to be discrimitive to people, regardless of there beliefs... there origin... there sexuality... or even there religious or politcal views... in the end. I felt we are all the same.... we are human after all... and if you only look at that, I feel you may find some bliss in those words, and less a fear of the unknown. and I know I am far from perfect, but... I've had people tell me, I lack that sense of insecurity and they envy it. ... they envy me?... I felt my heart flutter at the thought. but eventually, the emotions did fade.

which brings me to this chapter of my life.

When I was asked by a friend to visit him, at first I was thinking of declining... but; past friends deciding to share the same roof for a weekend? to catch up on old memories... old memories that we shared together, as a starcrossed sleepover.

His home was outside the city limits. pushing towards the more relaxing countryside. I accepted a ride being I do not possess a vehicle of myown and gas milage is a pain. but I was grateful for new sights. as for the arrivals, it seemed only five of us showed in all. my only guess was the others diddnt care, or simply forgot who he was and decided not to show.

As for me, I remember him, Ethan, but we really had a neutral relationship that was awkward when we ate together. when rumors was going around I was a Female going to Male transgender. I use to laugh at it, but at the time, I enjoyed 'playing along' with the rumor. even though it caused me difficult times in the male locker room. and even hated glares by some girls.

I brushed my hair back, letting it flow instead of being tied back in a ponytail. the wind was light and the skys so clouded, I wonder if it would rain soon? *I sighed*

When we got out of the car, they clasped hands, gave shoulder punches and otherwise left me a bruise on my right shoulder... owie.. I was such a wimp in comparison to most of them.

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