Sissy's Cherry Got Popped!

After that night I began to lead a truly double life. Because I was obsessed with black and Latino men, I began going to other video stores - all in ghetto areas. Part of me, the male part, had always been ashamed of the female-like tits that I'd had since I was 14. That's why I never went swimming or took my shirt off in front of people. But the fact is I had been cursed - or BLESSED - as I now saw it, with a nice set of tits. They weren't "mantits", or "moobs", because I had never been fat. I actually had a very nice looking feminine body - there was absolutely nothing masculine about it. I was small boned and delicately built. I remember how embarrassed I had been when I was 18, and a girl I liked suddenly noticed my hands. her eyes had widened and she had said: "Oh my God! Your hands look like a girl's!"
So, yes, there had been times that my feminine physique had betrayed me. But now I came to the full realization of what I was and how wise mi Numi had been - since they did put me in a male body - at least to have made that body as feminine as possible. I felt like the ugly duckling, who became a swan! Here at the age of 28, I had become a swan. I set my goal to become even more feminine. I went to Wal-Mart and found a pair of 4 inch high heels in my size. Then I went to the cosmetics area and picked out a nice shade of red lipstick (LOVE THAT RED # 725).and a cute little cosmetics bag that I intended to use as a clutch purse.