She Rocked Me

From there we fell into easy conversation, during which Connie told me about the nightmare dates she'd had -- "So many fuckwits out there, Joe!" She revealed how one guy had been all talk, keen to meet and dirty talking until they were alone, when he'd become evasive and run off after making some excuse about wanting to get her a gift he'd left in his car. I laughed along with her but could see that the memories were painful too and my admiration for the Connie grew as I learned just how much she'd had to endure in becoming herself.

Suddenly, Connie asked me if I'd ever met another girl like her. I was unsure how to reply. I was even unsure of the language I should use. How did she refer to herself. "Oh don't be silly, Joe" Said Connie when I revealed my uncertainty. I know what I am, don't much mind what you call me but my preferred term is 'TGirl', or just 'girl'. After all, that's how I feel inside and I know that's how I look outside too."

"Okay then Connie. I've met a few Tgirls now and then. I used to have coffee in a nice little coffee shop cum bookshop on Endell Street in Covent Garden. All sorts of folk frequented that place and I sometimes ended up sharing a table with some girls ... how can I put it? ... whose provenance I couldn't quite place."

Connie laughed at my clumsy turn of phrase and went on to ask if I'd ever had any same-sex experiences. I found myself being honest with her about my college fumblings with a roommate, which started when we'd found ourselves feeling horny after watching a hot move and getting ourselves turned on by talking about our favourite sexual experiences. I even mentioned that access to online porn led me to surprise myself because I found transsexual porn clips pretty arousing. However, I'd never done anything more than a bit of mutual jerking off.

Connie seemed amused by my various revelations and she chipped in with occasional 'oohs' and 'aahs' and sometimes cupped her hands over her mouth in mock horror at what I was saying. Once I'd finished, she remarked, "Well, I like that my boyfriend has an open mind, sexually speaking. After all, I can be quite the adventurous girl!"