Sexuality Takes a U Turn

I wanted to also dress to dress up during sex.I convinced one girl to role play and we switched gender roles she actually was really turned on by it.I was as well and had no idea I had such a strong feminine side to me.the problem was most of them were only into missionary sex and nothing more bringing up the fact I want to wear women's clothes would make them freak out ! except for the one woman I mentioned above who enjoyed it.but I only expressed how I felt to that one women she digged the sex role reversal but not the idea of me wearing women's clothes. she started calling me gay for that which I thought was messed up since she had no problem playing a male dominating role over me who was play a women in bed.

who really has the hang up ? why with all the label's right ? it is a human condition to relate people with the labels they hold if they do not have labels attached to them most people are uncomfortable around non label people. which i have yet to find any with no labels but I am sure they are out there. anyways I thought being single would end up being the best idea since i not only have a strong desire to wear women's clothes but also a sexual attraction to transsexuals besides what society would classify as women. I think I rambled on long enough I hope who ever reads this can understand what I am trying to say.It is just a little insight. and if you can give me some input on what I shared with you or you have had similar situations or thoughts please share them with me.