Proud To Be A Sissy Chapter 4

I felt kind of weird in my parents' house dressed in a pink frilly satin dress, made up face and peaking through the curtain at a boy's car who had literally anally rapped me the night before. I felt hot with anger looking out him thinking that I would have freely given myself to him anytime but his brutality hurt me deeply. I couldn't believe he'd come back here so soon. The phone rang and I jumped while a feeling of guilt ran through me, running to I got it by the second ring. It was my mother.

"Well," she started after I said hello, "I take it you haven't burnt the house down, yet?"

"Gee mom," I breathed, "I'm not that stupid."

"I know you're not Kary," she replied sarcastically, "anyway, are you okay?"

"Yes mom," Then added anticipating her next queue, "I got most of the things on my list done already."

"Good," she stated, "Don't stay up to late dear and we'll be home around five tomorrow okay."

"I won't mom," and then lied, "I'm pretty tired from doing all the chores and was just waiting for you to call so I could go to bed."

"Okay, good night honey."

"Good night mom."

I felt a little guilty about lying to my mom, especially how she hadn't talked so nice to me since that night in the restaurant when I went against her wishes. I wonder what she'd say if she could see me now and I shivered with dread. That's when a thought popped into my head, daddy said he had to get things ready and he'd spank me in front of the others if I didn't come back quickly. I went to the front window, seeing that Jeff's car was still there sent a shiver of fear down my spine and looking next door I saw another car parked in the drive and one out in front on the street. I just realized then what daddy had said earlier and started to get very nervous. What was he thinking, why did he have people over with me there all dressed up in pink frilly girl clothing. I wondered if they would know what I really was or if they'd been told I wasn't a real girl. I thought of just staying home when a vision of daddy dragging me across the front lawns where everyone could see me and spanking my bare bum where anyone could witness it. I shivered with fear and realized I had better hurry.