My Wonderful Secret Chapter 1

I wore my "Outing" outfit each evening for almost a fortnight, just so I could get practise at wearing it and get comfortable in it, even though I longed to wear something more feminine and sexy. I also opted for a pair of round, dark rimmed glasses I had found in Jill's cupboard. They gave me a very serious, studious look. I felt I was ready and promised myself I would do it next Friday.

Friday took forever to come around and the day seemed to take 36 hours to complete. But finally the moment arrived. My mother drove me to the library, and apart from enquiring as to why I needed such a big bag, to which I snapped "It's called studying Mother!". I arrived without incident. Taking a deep breath I pushed open the Library doors and went inside.

Moments later I was in the girl's toilet in a cubicle tearing off my boy clothes. No-one came in whilst I was dressing and applying my make-up and hair, which was a little un-settling, as I had imagined in my paranoia that there would be a mad rush to the john the second I got my pants off. I did have some trouble applying my makeup since my hands were trembling so much, but I persevered and eventually got it right. I closed my eyes and gave a quick prayer before opening up the door and stepping out.

I glanced at myself in the big mirror above the hand basins. This was it. Gee I looked good! I tried to remember how to walk like a girl as I had practised in the flat, but I couldn't. Luckily there was no one about to notice. In fact the library was even quieter than normal. I stowed my bag in a locker, extracted my books, and entered the Library. Passing through the security screens I made a beeline for a single desk on the far side of the library. The front desk was un-occupied and it wasn't until I was seated and opening my books that I saw the Librarian. She looked at me and smiled before continuing with her work.

I buried my head in my books and tried to control my breathing. I was dressed as a girl in public for the first time and so far, SO FAR!, I had gotten away with it.