My ideal first time

We talk online for long enough to build trust. He is aggressively letting me know how much he wants to fuck me. His size is bigger than 6. He is physically larger than me and slightly older. After cumming to and on my pics several times over the course of weeks or months, we finally decide to meet. He may or may not live in the area. One of us might travel. I have teased him with the notion of a good blow job for cumming to my pics. It turns me on.

I prepare myself for the week or weeks prior by Yoga and stretching exercise. When the day arrives I have blocked off the weekend. The room is booked and I arrived early in the morning. I take some time to get myself into the sugar role and physical prep. I am dressed in nothing but a short tight dress, slut heels, and maybe an anklet or something. Nothing more. If there are panties, they are gstring.

He gets to the room on time and I answer the door. He may greet me with wine or other drinks and a hug. It can go in many directions at this point depending on the chemistry. We can drink and talk with me occasionally posing for him or not. He tries different things to get closer to me leading to an eventual hot make out session. This will need to be coaxed like that of a first date. I am total woman at this point. He needs to do what it takes to get to first base. It can depend on how much I drink and his energy.

Or, when he walks in he gives me no times whatsoever and starts to grab and kiss me right away. I cannot really stop it from happening. Either of these scenarios will work under differing circumstances.

Once we are kissing, we could be standing and facing each other or he could be caressing me from behind or I could be slightly sitting on his lap on the chair. Either way, I am not letting him get to second base yet. Just kissing. This could last awhile or he could loose control and go beyond what I am signalling him to do. In my mind, I am thinking he will forget about all the nasty emails and my tease of a blow job and just kiss. If anything, I will break down and give him a well deserved blow job if things get too hot. That is all I am prepared to do and may not even put out with that. But he has other ideas.