My First Time

stocking tops. It was really short without being too slutty.
Next I chose a lacey see-through shirt that covered up just
enough. I didn't want it to be too see through and I found it at
a store for like 8 bucks. It came just above the belly button
and had long sleeves. You could see my bra through it but it
didn't stand out. I wore my black spike sandals, which had a 5-
inch heel and showed off my painted nails. Now all I needed was
my wig which was black, long and wavy. Came halfway down my back
and covered the sides of my faces but my eyes could still be
seen.
While I was getting dressed, I decided to have some red
wine to loosen me up. It always helped when I was a little
buzzed to go outside. Took away some fear and calmed the edge. I
had about 2 glasses, which was plenty for me at this time to get
buzzed. Now I was ready to leave. I looked great and I
definitely could pass for a girl, at least in the dark I could.
No matter how many times I went outside, I would always get
nervous. My heart would always race and it would always take me
10 minutes to walk outside that screen door. It was about 9pm at
this time and pretty quiet outside. The main road I told you
about before was quieting down but still we would have a decent
amount of cars go by every minute or so. But that gas station
would stay open till 10 with the cute Arab guy working. I didn't
even think about going there. I just wanted to go outside, walk
around the parking lot a bit and maybe to the driveway of the
bank as cars would pass by. Sometimes people would walk by but I
could see them from a distance away. But anyways, I finally
decided to step outside my house.
I walked down my stoop and towards the parking lot. The
buzz I had made it a lot easier for me to walk around. I was
nervous but still loved the high I was feeling. I walked towards
the parking lot and just leaned against a car to light a
cigarette. I smoked for a minute and decided to walk towards the