Losing My Virginity... Sort Of

A week or so after our 6 month anniversary I received my first blow job. Of course I didn't know any better, but at the time, I thought it was the greatest moment of my life. I was proud of myself as I managed to last more than a minute. Not too bad for my first BJ I thought to myself. Things continued to go great in our relationship and while I was frustrated, I tried my best not to pressure her into doing anything she wasn't comfortable with.

But as the months wore on it became harder and harder not to say anything to her. And as we approached our one year anniversary I knew I was going to have to say something to her. I just couldn't take it anymore and I thought I'd been more than patient enough with her. It had been almost a year and I still hadn't even reached 2nd base with her.

"Why won't you let me finger you or do anything else to you? It's been almost a year now and I think I've earned the right to know why you don't trust me," I finally said to her.

"It's not that I don't trust you. We're both still young and I just wanted to take my time. But I thank you a lot for trusting me and not pressuring me into doing something I'm not ready for..."

I cut her off, "I know, I know, that's the same stuff I've been listening to for 11 months now."

"You didn't let me finish. I think I'm ready now," she told me with a very serious face.

"So you're going to let me finger you?" I asked with boyish excitement.

"No...." she said. When she said this I thought I was going to shit a brick but she quickly changed my mood. "Lets just skip all that, I want to have sex with you."

I was so confused. I still hadn't even taken her pants off but now she wanted to skip straight to sex. I certainly wasn't complaining, but it was a bit strange.

It was a Wednesday when we had our little chat so you can imagine that waiting until Friday was nearly unbearable. It felt like the slowest week of my life but Friday finally came. School ended and I couldn't wait to head over to her house that night, it would be just me and her.