I Love To Love You

I thought it was crazy that she kept on referencing that I wanted to play with a boy, I just wanted to go out. I think I just liked that he was interested in me, I really never had that before. I was quite jealous of her. Alyssa was popular and she always had men and boys interested in her, this was a first for me.

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'I got a little change in my pocket goin' jing-a-ling-a-ling
Wants to call you on the telephone baby, a-give you a ring'

Back in my car, we were overdressed for Seaside Heights, New Jersey, but Alyssa was excited, once again she thought she found her new song.

"This might be the one, we can decide as we draw this little excursion to a close, ha." She maneuvered in the passenger seat fixing her pantyhose, adjusting her bra, she was always blocking my side mirror. She always looked so good. Me? I looked like I was trying too hard.

From the inside out, I had on my black 36-C bra filled with Alyssa's homemade boobs. I had on black panties and beige pantyhose. Over that, I wore a long-sleeved black top and paired it with another short denim skirt. This one was tighter and it gave my waist and hips some definition. It made me look more like a girl. I had on my short black booties with a two-inch chunky heel and a matching bag. Al painted my lips and nails glossy fire engine red. I wore lots of mascara and my cheeks were slightly pink. My blonde fringe coming down to right below my thin light brown eyebrows, I looked and felt incredible, I couldn't wait to play with a boy. I couldn't wait to show off my new earrings, big black circles, hanging off of a secure gold clip.

"Will you put this song louder," She yelled.

'My honey my baby, don't put my love upon no shelf
She said don't hand me no lines and keep your hands to yourself'

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We had trouble finding the place with the show, but we followed the smell of marijuana and were soon in front of a plain and crumbling two-story building. There were people outside smoking and drinking beer in cans.