First time Crossdressing

Ray arrived on Monday and attended his business meeting. I got a call from him about six PM, Ray questioned, "Are you ready?"
I replied with an excited voice, "Sure, I'm ready to meet you and can be there at seven."
Ray continued, "Do you have sissy things on now?"
I responded with sound of humiliation in my voice, "No; I was going to get dressed at your motel room."
Ray shot back quickly, "No-good. I want you to arrive with your wear your sissy things."
I tried to offer my objection by saying, "No way; I do not want anyone to know."

Ray in a convincing voice, saying, "Who is to know, wear your stockings, panties and bra on, then your pants and shirt; no one will notice." Ray says, "I want you to arrive with wearing your sissy things. No sissy things, I will cancel our meeting."
I did not want to disappoint him, I reluctantly said, "OK I will. I will do as you ask. It should not take me long to get them things on."

Now Ray ordered me, "When you arrive, the door will be open, you knock, and I will go into the bathroom, you enter and remove your shirt and pants. When I walk out I want to see you in pantyhose, panties and bra."
Submissively, I responded, "Ok; I'll be there at seven."

I got naked and took the pantyhose out of the package. The package said they were large, but looked small. I looked if there was a front or back. I could not tell. I looked for instruction, there was none. The pantyhose were black and sheer. I asked myself, how do you wear pantyhose, one leg at a time? I had to roll up the leg, slide my foot into the tip, then pull and unroll the stocking to the knee. I did the same for the other leg, I stood, pulled on each side so the pantyhose and covered my butt to the waist. I smoothed out any wrinkles in the stockings; I looked at my stocking covered legs. I commented to myself; I had pleasurable and womanly shaped legs. I shaved my legs so to look more feminine for Ray.