Far Eastern Adventure

Once he had even ventured out to a lively bar where there
was a female impersonator show. He had been mesmerized by the
beauty of the performers and found himself in an emotional
turmoil. He wanted desperately to be just like those performers
and yet was also sexually aroused by their dancing. At the end
of the show he had been sitting quietly at a table in the corner
when he was joined by a very handsome man who offered to buy him
a drink. A wave of anxiety rose from his stomach leaving him
unable to respond in words. He desperately shook his head and
stood to take his leave, but before he could escape the man
reached out and embraced him, kissing him hard on the mouth and
smearing his carefully applied lipstick. Like a demon he
struggled to free himself and sped from the bar, filled with even
more conflicting emotions. How horrible it was to be kissed like
that! No wonder some women grew disgusted and angry with men who
forcibly tried to entice them!
But what powerful feelings it had stimulated deep within
him. He had never before been kissed by a man and was astounded
by his reaction. What he had expected would be repulsive had
sent chills up and down his spine. Instead of recoiling in
horror at the memory, he still felt a warmth and a tingling in
his loins.
The next morning he was still upset and had been unable to
go to work. After calling in sick, he tried to find refuge from
his thoughts in the every day tasks of keeping house. Wearing a
simple house-coat and just a touch of make-up and puttered around
the apartment straightening up and feeling quite domestic. The
day literally flew by and he was just finishing hemming a lovely
new skirt, when the doorbell rang. He jumped up and ran to the
bathroom in a terror. What should he do? Could he pretend not
to be home? What if it was someone from work who was stopping
after work to see if he was O.K.? He hurriedly wiped off his
lipstick, slipped on a bathrobe, turned off almost all the lights
and went to the door, feeling almost as sick as he had claimed to
be. When he opened the door, to his horror he was confronted by
his boss with a briefcase full of work.