Every Year

Finished with the makeup, I slipped on a shoulder length wig. I avoided looking at myself critically until I had brushed and shaped my hair. Then I stepped back to see the effect.

It was a revealing moment. I had wondered why I was captivated and tormented by my desire to dress and act like a woman. Tonight was special, it was so very different from the other times. Standing in front of the mirror, I studied the woman who peered back at me in black bra and panties. I could feel myself becoming aroused by the vision of myself in the mirror and the thought that tonight that image would be part of the real world for the first time.

Glancing at the clock, I realised I had to hurry, the shop would shut in less than an hour. I sat on the bed to roll up black sheer seamed stockings and pulled them on my long legs to attach to my suspender belt. My panties clasped my penis and testicles tightly against my body. They gave me a feminine shape while hiding the exciting secret of my maleness inside the panties.

Next I stepped into my new pair of black shoes; the thin heels were nearly 5 inches high and the shoes were held by leather straps that wrapped around my ankles. I had just bought the footwear, I knew that the extra height of these shoes would be a challenge. But once I looked in the mirror and saw what the high heels did to my legs, I knew I just had to wear them for my first proper 'coming-out' appearance.

I was proud of my long, shapely legs. Tonight I was going to wear a very short black dress, dramatically tight around the waist and showing my slim figure to its best advantage.

After I zipped Kate's favourite party dress up at the back, I turned to see my reflection in the mirror. The image took my breath away. I had seen myself dressed and made up before, but this time the sheer glamour of my appearance had a devastating effect on me. I could feel myself grow weak in the legs and savoured the tingling sensation that gripped my groin. I grabbed one of Kate's coats I had chosen, it was gold vinyl, longer than my dress but only just. It matched the earrings and the chain round my neck, I thought the combination was knockout. Now to find out what other people thought. Maybe.