Am I Still A Virgin??

John knew this, and to a guy who can't get an erection I would imagine his pleasures have to come in other ways, so kissing is important to him. One thing I knew for sure, I was into his kisses. The whole time we're kissing he's got his hands everywhere at once, including the occasional finger-fuck thrown in for good measure.

Some guys kiss but are shitty at it. Some guys do it just as quick-foreplay before they shove your head to their cock. But the occasional guy comes along who kisses with a passion that comes from some deep internal need to become one with you. This was the way John was kissing me. And I was kissing him the same. Dressed and kissing, it doesn't get much better.

His strong bare upper body was turning me on. My fake breasts were pushing up against him pushing back to occasionally give my own nipples a lightning bolt shock. My panties were soaking with precum. Every once in a while he'd push his waist towards me so I could feel the fake cock he was wearing.

Weird now to think about that? Here's a guy who can't get it up any longer but when he could, I'm sure he use to grind his hardon into all the women he ever kissed just like he was dong with me. Real or not I guess it's instinctive.

"John you are making me so hot. Please I think it's time to fuck me...couch please?" I stated this like the true bitch in heat I was.

I can only remember four times in my life when I was lucky a girl chose me to let me take her virginity. Once it happened in the back seat of my car. One time it happened on a blanket out in the desert (I live in AZ). Once it happened in my waterbed. And once it happened in the girl's parent's bed. She said afterward that that's how she always envisioned it.

The thing is, I can only remember the missionary position being how we did it every time virginity was involved. After I graduated from HS there weren't any more virgins around so that phase of my life is gone for experimentation.

If any women are reading this, I'd love to get their feedback on which position they were in when they lost their virginity. For some reason, I wanted John to take me the first time with me on my back, his tongue down my throat and me looking in his eyes. The doggy-style thing could happen another time. I guess I'm just a romantic as well as a selfish pleasure-slut...huh?