Alexis Season Part 4

Alexis finally stopped kissing him, and hugged him instead, putting her head on his shoulder.

"Thank you so much," Alexis said.

"I didn't do anything," John said, not looking at her. Alexis took that to mean "it was nothing," but that's not the way he meant it.

"I'm sorry I fell asleep."

"Don't worry about it."

Alexis looked up at him. "No, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I fell asleep and I'm sorry I came so quickly. I tried to hold it in, but I couldn't help it. I want to make it up to you. I want to do to you what you did to me."

John was silent for a while, then said, "Maybe some other time. Today was all about you."

"And I want to get you naked. I want us to both be naked together. I want to make you cum just the way you made me cum."

"I. I just did."

"You masturbated?" Alexis said. She started to tear up.

"No, don't do that. Look, let's it down, I've got to explain something."

John pulled her back to the bedroom and they sat on the edge of the bed. She got closer to crying each moment.

"No, don't cry, please don't cry. It isn't about you, don't blame anything on yourself. You are the prettiest girl I've ever met, and I love you. The problem I'm having is. it's hard to explain. It's like. you ever want to do something so bad, like your mind wanted to, but your body was afraid to do it?"

"When. when I first started skateboarding, I guess," Alexis said. She was trying to hold her tears in, but she didn't know what was coming, and she wasn't sure if she wanted to hear it.

"Exactly, just like that. Like, you want to skateboard, you see kids do it and think it's cool, or when we watch Rodney Mullen videos and want to learn all his tricks, but then when you get on the board and your standing at the top of the half-pipe and your legs just go numb and you can't move. well, that's what I'm feeling. I love you, and I want to make you feel good, I want more than anything in the world to make you feel good-"