Alexis Season Part 3

He chickened out.

John looked up at Alexis, and said, "You stay right here. I'll get a towel for you."

"Mmm-hm," Alexis said.

John got up and went to the bathroom. He was already chiding himself for being a pussy. But he got the towel, and wiped up her cum, and told her to just rest.

"Mmm-hm," she said, and drifted off to sleep.

'Well,' John thought, 'you did it. You went all the way. Well, not ALL all the way, but as far as she was going, anyway.'

And a voice in the back of his head said 'No, John, you didn't.'

Part 2.5

Alexis dozed, naked, in John's bed, while John left her sleeping and went to the bathroom. His erection was dying, due to the voice in his head telling him he was a pussy for not so much as touching Alexis' cum. He knew, going into this relationship, that if it ever came time to discover each other's bodies, that would have to be something he would have to do. She had a penis; it was as simple as that. It worked properly and now he had seen it, touched it, kissed it - but he would not take that one last hurdle: he could not touch her cum.

'What's wrong with it?' John thought, staring himself down in the mirror. 'It was just cum, for Christ's sake. You touch yours all the time. Ok, you don't eat it, but you cum in your hand sometimes, and it's not a bad feeling.'

Another voice butted in the conversation of his mind: 'Yeah, but it's hers. Not yours. It's like another guy's cum.'

'No, it's not, it's Alexis' cum,' the first part of his brain retorted. 'It's hers, and you love her. You just made her cum, you made a girl cum, so you've hit it big, and there are no problems.'

'Uh-huh. Do you really expect you'll ever eat her cum? Put it in your mouth even? You know chicks swallow cum, you've seen that shit in porn. Can you handle it?'

"Yes, I can," John said aloud, to the face in the mirror. "And I'll prove I can do it."

John went to the toilet and unzipped his pants. He pulled his flaccid dick out and began to play with it. With all of his effort, he put the voices on hold and tried to remember exactly what had just happened with Alexis.