Paying to be used as a girl

i's been dressing up in girls clothes since i was 11. my mom's and my 2 elder sisters suff. they'd caught me on several occassions when i was younger, but had thought it was a phase i'd grow out of. only now it turned me on too much to ever stop

Just recently i'd developed a new even more outrageous fantasy. now when i dressed i would fantasize about being used like a girl by a man....sometimes the fantasy would involve several men.this had come about ever since my mom had bought our first home computer. I'd spend hours when home alone watching tranny porn on the internet. i'd even posted photograps of myself dressed in lingerie on a couple of porn sites.

one day i had come across an escort website where i'd seen hundreds of pictures of trannies offering their services. however, the one that had caught my eye was for a gay guy. offering sex for £120 per hour. I'd become so excited by this i had mailed him. explaining my fantasy. How I wanted to be dressed, and how i wanted him to use me. I'd become so excited by typing all of this I'd had to jerk off.

I checked back over the next few days to see if he had responded, i'd just about given up hope when i saw a message in my inbox. he explained that he didn't really "do" trannies and that in any case, I was too young. I mailed him back...this time almost begging him, and received a message almost immediately, asking me to mail him photo of me dressed. I did as instructed, and again almost immediately received a reply. It would be £175 pounds due to my requests. he gave me a contact number to call. I rang eagerly, i was giggly and nervous in the call, but we arranged a meeting for that Friday evening. I was to be there at 9.00pm he had other customers first, and didn't want me to be seen.

Friday arrived. I packed my chosen outfit and caught a bus into town, from there it was a 30 minute train jouney followed by a 10 minute walk. I'd empied my savings account, and had the money in my pocket.