Ladyboy Switch Story

I still hang out at nudist beaches and suck a string of cocks in the bushes. I love the feeling of allowing a bunch of guys I don’t know to use my mouth to just shake off a load. If they want to abuse me and call me a slut, all the better. It’s true. I love the degradation I feel when I am just a method of extracting cum from cocks.

It’s getting harder to keep this lifestyle anonymous however. I have seen guys I sucked (or guys who have fucked me) walking in the street in the city. They look at me in my suit and we share a brief awkward glance. I assume it goes no further – most of these guys are straight and don’t want anybody else knowing they queued up for a guy to blow them on the weekend – but I feel a little guilty and my macho professional persona is broken down each time it happens.

I can’t mix the two personas – the urban professional and the cock slut. In my mind they must be separated but it is becoming more and more difficult. I have moments when I think I might just throw in one or other life and switch totally to the other. Problem. I can’t give up cocks and I like my normal life. What is the solution?

I have been toying with transsexuals for a few weeks now. I enjoy checking them out on the net. I can get excited enough to have a strong wank looking at pictures. I have paid a couple of transsexuals to have sex with me – picked one very sexy looking woman up off William Street but the sex was awkward. He / she had a small cock and couldn’t cum. I struggled to keep a hard on but ended up fucking her and leaving.

I then found a TS with a larger (7.5”) cock in the paper and she (I have now decided that I should use the female pronoun) liked topping. Again, the sex was OK only. I enjoy kissing women but this girl would have none of it. So it was neither one thing or the other – it wasn’t filthy sex pig stuff where I was degraded and slurped up cum; and it wasn’t straight sex where I got the comfort of kissing a female and felt her tender bits. It had enough promise to pursue though and I kept searching the web for sites with TS.