First Time Fantasy

There was obviously plenty of interest. Some were just jerks, some never replied to emails. Some wanted to take me shopping for clothes to wear; this idea turned me on immensely, but I was way too shy to risk being exposed in public. So my search continued. And actually, it still does. I have yet to find the perfect man - or rather, "cock owner," for this is what I actually want. So, the following is a fantasy. Maybe it's an ideal picture of how my first time would be, I don't know.

We'd chatted on the internet plenty of times, at first in public rooms and later on MSN. Lots of cybersex and email meant that he knew exactly what kind of girl I wanted to be: shy and innocent, but ready to please and be used like a toy. Many times he had made me orgasm like an angel in my silky under things. We had talked about a meeting, and he was very anxious. He knew my pussy was virgin, and super tight. He wanted to be my first cock, and perhaps this is the reason he was so patient, enduring months of cybersex before the real thing. I had also explained that my first time, if it were to happen, would have to be perfect: perfect clothes, make up and so on. He had only one request,

"I want you in virginal white."

I readily agreed to this, as it seemed appropriate. After weeks of schedule checking and nervous procrastination, we set a definite date. I was to meet him at a hotel downtown in the afternoon. I need not bring anything; he'd have the clothes and make-up waiting for me. When the day came, I prepared extensively. I carefully shaved all around my ass, or "pussy" as I always called it when chatting, until I was smooth. I did the same around my cock, and soon I was completely bald in all the important places.

After showering, I rubbed a generous amount of baby powder over these areas until I felt entirely girly. Baby powder was ideal; it made my skin smooth and it's scent was not strong enough to be detected on the subway! Lastly, I decided to slip on some panties under my jeans.