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When we walked the beach he held my hand. Strange how this simple gesture made my heart take wing. Anything and everything he did romantically after I told him I was born a male seemed to have an impact on me when I didn't know whether to laugh or cry. I thought there weren't too many men willing or able to accept me as I was, since I considered myself deformed in some way and then of course it made me question what kind of a man he was. Was he deep-down homosexual, or was he heterosexual? I had a hard time resolving this and letting it go, even to this day, I assume he is bi-sexual; which of course means I can satisfy both his desires making our relationship work. The only dilemma left for me was the desire to be loved and cherished as a woman and I knew this was my problem and not his to come to terms with.

When the sun was half engulfed by the ocean and was about to dip below the horizon, we sat down watching it fade from view. He put his arm around me and pulled me close to him as my head rested on his shoulder. When the sun disappeared, he turned my face to his and gave me a very loving kiss which was both exciting and arousing. When we stood I asked him if he doubted what I told him earlier. He seemed confused so I went into his arms and pressed my hardness against him to remove any possible doubt he may have had. There was a pause as I pushed and rubbed against him in hope of a response. He didn't have to say a word as I felt his arousal as well. He said I was 'incredible' and never thought it was possible for him to find someone like me.

I understood his surprise and knew our future hung in the balance. I felt relieved in knowing he accepted me and we sat down again watching the fading light in the sky. Almost magically the day's heat was blown away with wisps of cool air from the ocean.

I asked him to tell me more about his past and what kind of sexual experiences and relationships he had. For all I knew, he could've been married since the line of work he was in was conducive to having many lovers and even wives if he chose such a life.

I needed to know more since from the start I sensed there was something worthwhile between us."