Down the Path Part 4

The pain goes away slowly. I finally get to my feet and take the restraints off. I keep wiping the tears away as they continue to flow. I reach back and rub my ass lightly and it stings from my touch. I go look in the mirror. Both of my ass cheeks are so red. Why does he need to punish me so severely? Am I not trying hard enough? Realize I'm scared of him but I probably shouldn't be. This is what I told him I wanted to experience and he is just doing it. It must be my fault for making him be rougher than he probably wants to be.

I go take a shower. When the hot water hits my ass cheeks, it stings so badly I turn back around quickly. Let the hot water flow over my head as I think about it all. Then I remember what he said about body hair. He wants me smooth from the neck down. I use an electric razor so know I will have to buy some razors. What about hair remover? I guess I will have to get some of that too. No way that I can go to the gym all smooth like that. I know what everyone would say if they saw me in the shower.

He expects pictures of me too. I know what kind of pictures he is talking about. I have to make sure he will be satisfied with them. What if I don't do anything for awhile? That won't work. I have to get pictures for him. Maybe I will call Brian. Will he treat me like a sissy again? Realizing how deep I'm getting into this but there really doesn't seem like it's something I can just quit. What would he do to me?

I get through the rest of the day and night. Have trouble sitting down, my ass is still too sensitive. Finally go to bed but my mind just keeps going over and over what is happening. I realize that thinking about it all is getting to me. I reach down and stroke my cock slowly. It seems so much smaller now, maybe I just feel different about it. All those other guys were quite a bit bigger than me down there. I see the pink panties with the black ruffles across the ass lying there on the floor. I can't help it. I get up and put them on and curl up in bed. I fall asl**p as I feel my cock through my panties.