Alexis Chapter 5

Before long, we're at the school. I see a lot of kids in the parking lot that I know, but it doesn't really phase me. I know that there's no way they'll be able to recognize me. Kyle and I take a few more swigs of the tequila before we get out, and when I stand up, I realize that I'm a little tipsier than I thought. I have to concentrate to walk in the four inch heels I'm wearing. To my relief, after Kyle shuts his car door, he walks around to me and puts his arm around my waist, unknowingly giving me support.

Walking with him like this, it starts to make me tingle between my legs. The alcohol has sort of destroyed my consciousness of actually being a boy, and I'm now thinking and acting subliminally as a teenage girl.

When we first walk into the school, I'm expecting people to be staring at me, to be sizing me up. However, I'm surprised to find that not many people even look at me twice. Whenever I do sense a pair of eyes on me, I eventually come to discover that it's a guy checking me out. Knowing that they're staring at me, probably fantasizing about me-even if it's just for a split second-it turns me on in a way I've never been before. I smile softly to myself. I've succeeded in blending in with every other teenage girl at this dance, and there's nothing at that moment that could make me happier.

Kyle pays for both of us, and we make our way into the gym. All of the lights have been turned off, and with the exception of a disco ball and a few rainbow lights, the gym is nearly dark. Some rap song is blaring over the speakers, and hundreds of kids are dancing to the beat of it. I guess dancing would be the wrong term…it seems like kids are dry fucking to the music.

"Let's go dance!" I say. I grab Kyle's hand and tug lightly on it, looking back at him. He smiles.

On our way to the dance floor, a couple of guys slap Kyle's hand or pat him on the back. As they pass us, I catch them checking me out, staring at me with nothing but lustful eyes.