yes, Mother give it to me

They joked like that for a little more than an hour, Mona trying her hardest not to be too awkward. She fell into the habit of overcompensating for her less-than-smooth talk with more and more absurd humor. Henry did not seem to mind, and Mona began to wonder how long it had been since he had had a real friend. She felt a little silly about it, but he seemed never to know what he should be doing, like he needed permission to just be.

"Shit, it's getting late," Mona realized, her watch ticking away at 1:57. "Fuck, we're late! We were supposed to be at the meeting at 1:00!"

They tried and failed to sneak in the back, but being found out gave them a kind of conspiratorial bond, something juvenile over which to poke fun at the boss. They spent the entire floor meeting exchanging trite jokes and stifling laughter at the boss's expense. By the end of the day, Mona felt very confused. She always thought of herself as a lesbian, but she certainly could not deny how badly she wanted to sit on Henry's face. Almost as quickly as the thought came, it vanished.

"For fuck's sake, he's a person, not a toy!" she thought. "Don't take advantage of his vulnerability. You are his friend, not his partner."

Still, she wrestled with a damp spot in her panties as she clocked out and waved goodbye to Henry. His cheery farewell sent a flash of nerves up her spine.

Arriving home, Mona tried to come but found that her favorite porn videos did nothing for her. Her mind kept drifting back to thoughts of Henry. The way he bit his lower lip when he was nervous. Those dimples he tried to hide. The way he giggled, sweet like a drink after a long day. And his intellect! Seemingly the one man in the world who could keep up with her. Always something to say, if after a fair bit of provocation and encouragement. His soft features: big, warm brown eyes and long black hair delicately braided. She imagined him beneath her, head between her legs, his lips hesitantly pressed against her own. Encouraging him, telling him how she liked her pussy kissed. His tongue against her clit, then gently inside her. Looking up at her with those big doe eyes, as if to ask if he was doing it right.