When I Knew I Was A Crossdressing Sissy Slut

I remember the fun I had taking selfies with sexy little outfits and make up on. I loved the dirty,sexy feeling of taking pics of me exposing my asshole and sliding back onto a suction cup dildo stuck to the wall. Hearing from a guy just how much he wanted to eat my ass or fuck me always got me tingly and I will never forget the first time I got a pic showing a computer screen with my ass on it that was covered in cum with a dripping cock in the foreground. My new hobby had become
dirty messaging with guys while they jerked off with the occasional phone sex session. Eventually I received a message from a guy who lived close by and wanted to meet in person. This was the moment of truth, when I could find out how I really felt about all of this. Not wanting to seem eager in the slightest we chatted for a couple of weeks before I brought up meeting at a motel. He jumped at the chance and as coyly as I could I said that he should bring a bottle of wine and a box of condoms, the wine would be opened for sure and maybe the condoms.
I got to the motel a few hours early so I could get ready and I sent him a text with the room number on it. I excitedly waited on him to arrive, hardly able to contain the anticipation that I felt. Hearing a knock on the door, the moment of truth had arrived. I opened the door and the look in his eyes as he checked me out instantly told me that I had this. With my newly found confidence I led him to the couch were we sat to chat and sip the wine he had brought. After a while I concluded that I was going to have to be the one to start this and I saw my chance when I noticed him looking at the bare thigh of my crossed leg. Taking his hand I placed it on my thigh and moved it back and forth indicating that he should rub it. As he rubbed my leg, I looked into eyes attempting to express desire. It must have worked because at that moment he leaned in and kissed me. First our lips touched and I felt his tongue in my mouth and I happily kissed back enjoying it thoroughly.