There she goes again

So I wait, walk back into the smoke area knowing she will be there a while, I mean how long does it take to was about two loads of clothes. I've got time.
So i finally got the courage to began to walk directly across the walk way toward the laundromat and she is there, sexy, really light brown skin, beautiful eyes and seems to have a very mature womanly feel about her as a young woman, her black shirt said LOVE across her breasts in metallic and i knew i wanted to walk right in and tell her everything I felt, but this is a new day and what a man is feel about an attractive young lady seems not to be the topic of convo to attract a girl. So I play it off and walk right past as if all of this emotional build up and thoughts and fantasies and dreams of what could be did not just happen in that amount of time. I had a chance and another but no cigar. I returned before she left and she was still there as seeing g through the laundromat directly to her feeling as I know her already and we were already destined to meet but what is the hold up? I sat in the smok shop looking accross the walk way just hoping she would walk over to me and do all of what I would do as if out of my book of desire, passion and wanting.
She left and again I missed my chance to introduce my self.
A few weeks later walking from my home to the nearest convenience store i see her driving into a near by house as thou it is familiar to her and im like oh shit, she right there right accross from you house you gotta say something, talk to her say hi or something bro! Her dad or uncle came out to greet hwr as I walked passed and I just walked passed again missing another opportunity to speak with her. A few days later I see her and shes dressed a bit stylish, my stylish, she wore black fitted jeans, army colored jacked with pretty cool buckles and big buttons with these really nice boots putting her outfit together quite dopely. Weird thing is that we crossed exactly where i first laid eyes on her exactly in front of a little coffee shop at the top of the closed of street right on the corner and she walked pass looking good as i have seen her yet. The next time I saw her she was sitting at the bus stop at the same place.