The Dark Backwards

I bend down to get a closer look and it's a SHEMALE VIDEO. I start to tremble because I don't want to caught with it in my hands and have a customer percieve me as gay. I look around to see if there is anyone in sight and NO ONE is in the adult section with me. I see the cover and look for a name, a title, it reads: SULKA'S NIGHTCLUB. I turn the box over and I don't see any kind of action just DRAG QUEEN'S posing with their clothes on. I'm determined to rent it. At that point my eagerness to see this vid brings back flashes of the shemale I saw on the magazine. I think to myself, "How am I gonna present this vid to the clerk without them giving me that look. So I decide to rent an additional video as well. It had to be something popular and also kind of boost my courage enough to really rent the Sulka video.

I pick up something like Top Gun or something like it and head to the counter. I wisely engage the clerk with idle chit chat as a kind of shield or distraction from the fact that I was renting a shemale movie. The chit chat worked and I'm out the door.

Later that night I slide the video in and I'm instantly intrigued and mortified. Why? Because I had never seen that kind of sex. I was clearly aroused but extremely guilt ridden. I, up until that point, was attracted to females. Now, my dick was instantly hard and throbbing. I watched every scene, every orgasm. I was officially hooked.

I think this is a fine time to continue this another time.