My Life as a Shemale Part3

In a way, I gave that pleasure to him almost like you described yours to me". I looked down on my penis and saw that it had shrunk down to its normal size and some cum was oozing onto my stomach, Sam reached for another tissue and wiped it away. A moment later I went on, "Sam, I want that feeling back, I want to feel vulnerable, I want to please someone the way you made me feel. I am also scared because I am not a woman and will never be able to do what you do."

She thought for a moment as if what she was about to tell me she didn't want to say but said it anyway, "Tim thought you might feel like that, he invited me here for us to have sex, for you to discover what you were born to do, which is to be a man and take control of a woman." I was shocked, I felt a little betrayed as if I had been set up by those I have come to trust and Sam saw this and hastily continued, "Its not like that Danny, Tim cares for you, he wanted to make sure that the tragedy that happened to you did make you feel this way, that it was, well, more natural or that nature had made a mistake and stuck you in the wrong body. I will confide a secret to you that not even Tim is aware of. I had an older b*****r once, he too had felt the way you do, maybe that is why I am so fond of you. When he 'came out' to our parents they ridiculed him, the k**s at school did not understand and I watched him wither away, it didn't take a year and had killed himself. I want to make sure that this doesn't happen to you too," She looked me directly in the eyes, "Do you understand Danny?". I nodded and after a moment, "What do I do now?" And here came the big Sam smile again, "I will help you become what you are of course and I already know that Tim will help." At that my heart leaped, even though I had no idea how this would come to pass, then I wondered and I wanted to tell Sam about it, "There is something else Sam and please don't laugh at me." I waited and she shook her head, it wasn't easy for me to say so i just did it, "I think I am in love with Tim, not like a parent to a k** but I want to please him make him feel less lonely, am I making sense?"