My Introduction to Crossdressing

His wife put plenty of lubrication up into me and got me to lie on the floor with my legs apart and raised. He r husband got in between them and she took his cock in her hand and brought it up to my ass-hole. She urged him, "ever so gently". And he was gentle. My ass lips spread and at first a little pain as his cock slipped ever so slowly up into me. Omg, what a feeling!!! It was incredible to feel his manhood up into the depths of my body. I then felt the gentle touch of his balls against my ass.
It wasn't long until he shot a load of his cum up into me. I had been fucked for the first time. But I needed to cum and his wife masturbated me whilst talking dirty to me.
That was the beginning of my obsession with crossdressing. Every time I went to their home, I was a "gurl". I loved it. It commenced a fire within me which I cannot put out. I feel like a girl and I want to be a girl. I need to be used as a girl and for others to get sexual pleasure from my young body.
I hope I have not broken any rules by telling this true experience. I need to let others know of what I am and what I need.